Assalamualaikum dan hai,

I have been so lazy to being so attached on pc and more frequent on phone which is no good at all.

Yes, you read me right. Means, you don't do other things. Bad!

This quick update, as everyone knows that, nowadays is not a good thing on invest with loan. Invest is good but not with credit.

As for now, "house to rent" A4 signs are everywhere in Labuan. Most of the contract OnG workers has been terminate half and still on going for next quarter. There are couple of months before end of year, but so many people are jobless now.

For rental business seems slowing down, they can't offer higher rate like early this year.

Just pray hard we can found affordable ones, suit for both of us. We just want a landed home with some spaces for greens, parking and what not, can welcome our guest at any time.

Ok, that's enough. If someone of you want agent contact here you can mail me for details.

P.s keep praying

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Weekend do what?

Assalamualaikum dan hai,

This is the one I want to keep for myself. Yesterday I was Moody. Whining all over myself. Yes, on myself only.

Kind of disappointment, when a conversation turns awkward. They are nice people but for some reasons I am offended.

I have a deep thought, take one step behind. What's on my mind that time, that I had realized, time is changing, people might change and people do stay still too.

Ahh.. Forget about it. It's not worth to feel upset about it. Life must go on.




Let's enjoy this first!

P.s can't wait for going home!

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Mencari Rumah Sewa

Assalamualaikum dan hai,

Akhirnya,..

We plan to move out and start searching a home to rent

Dalam carian Google sangat limited.

"Mencari Rumah Sewa di Labuan"

"Mencari Rumah Sewa di Labuan"

"Mencari Rumah Sewa di Labuan"

"Mencari Rumah Sewa di Labuan"

"Mencari Rumah Sewa di Labuan"

"Mencari Rumah Sewa di Labuan"

Which the current situations is the most desperate to sell or promote their unit is agent/broker/ or third party.

Lebih teruk dengan keadaan ekonomi sekarang,  kebiasaannya memang akan call agent, budget ciput memang nan hado depa nak reply balik.. senyap sunyi.. poyo tau! haha.. sekarang ni memang laju je kalau kita try call or SMS tanya ada rumah kosong.

so, prefer rumah partially furnished kalau boleh.. tak kuasa nak membeli perabot bagai as we target to stay here for at least three years or vice versa. When ever come first priority at that time. easy.

As the house we are living in now, it's quite complicated. It is sharing-basis term even there are other families or a couple. Please don't imagine, as myself to explain to others pun quite hard. The concept of sharing not applied for all people, only for certain persons who really dare to do it.

Banyak sebab lah, paling utama bab aurat sebab rumah pun share with other couple and families. Kaki pun aurat juga dan diorang tu bukan muhrim, so it is enough to stay for a year by now. The right time to move out.

Tak sangka tercerita juga kat sini, sebab nak cari rumah yang sesuai sangat susah dan sangat mahal! Doakan kami dapat rumah sesuai dengan harga berpatutan.

amin.

p.s Kesian kat pokok tak boleh nak rehat as our verandah is always have a light. So they are not having a rest a all! :(

Tenungan yang tajam!

Assalamualaikum dan hai!

Okay,

Memang tajam sekali tenungan tu. Kalau ada manusia bernama cyclops memang dah lama berlubang dia terbakar!

Apakan daya, skrin monitor tetap tak berubah tanpa ada ayat yang tercatat di skrin. Jari jemari keras membatu tidak disentuh papan kekunci itu. Diam seribu bahasa.

S a y a T I a d a I d e a

... Kisahnyaa,..

Akhir kata di ketukan papan kekunci telefon bimbit canggih versi #pak22

;p

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😛 weekend's wedding!

Assalamualaikum dan hai,

Back in the island of Labuan, it was very hectic weekend! But so many people we met at last in a not so coincidence la.. Coz last time in my wedding, peluang nak kenalkan family semua tu kureng sikit.. Hihi..

Kali ni xda pengantin outfit, mostly dah kenalkan husband into my extended family belah arwah ayah.. Hihi.. Lebih santai dan lama sikit boleh sembang tanya khabar berita.. Almaklumlah balik ke kampung pun jarang juga, kalau balik pun jumpa org tua je.

Owh ye, this round was my brother's wedding.. Adik no 3.. If omputeh I'm not sure the right words to say older brother or younger brother but as long as he is your brother eh? 🙊 Hehe..




Only this is the best picture of newlyweds. Haha.. Sorry bro!

And this is us




So there it goes again, a questions of child. Neither getting annoyed nor sad nor mad, I am happy there are people concerns about me. They politely asked sensitive question to me, and I am flattered and overwhelmed. Well, every question each different people asked, I am asking them for their du'as and thoughts to both of us.

I am happy when I am home in my hometown.

So husband request to me if we going back to my hometown please bring him to my extended relatives, yes there is so many aunties, uncles and cousins now expand to nephews and nieces.

As our family grew bigger in 'size' and sizing too.. Haha.. Kidding!

There is a place we rent for Homestay for my in laws to come this wedding. A very nice place of two rooms and very quite cheap too. Overall we are so satisfied. The owner too is kind and deliberate too.. So this part I will tell you another post.. Hihi.. Just knew after we checked out she is one of my mom's ex-colleague. So just happy to know and easier to book again.

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Silent journey of fertility..

Assalamualaikum dan hai,

Alhamdulillah utk hari ni, bangun pagi masih lagi diberi nafas olehNya.

Pheww.. topik yang sangat rare! haha.. Bukan apa, untuk orang picisan macam saya yang masih lagi tak berapa nak khatam fasal fertility.

Just not it, there are thousands of symptoms, and for the worst about fertility. I'd try few products to enhance my fertility or to be exact to regulate menstruation.

Bukan semua orang sama dan bukan semua orang boleh terima methods yang sama dengan yang berjaya dan tak salah juga kalau nak mencuba.

At the moment, my surrounding and environment are stress-free about having a child. Nobody care to ask and nobody bother at all. Well, I think it's good, a time for develop your mindset straight with full of positive thinking. I am happy, as husband is happy too.

Hihi..

really not me la, to start something so serious!

Silent journey sebab,..

memang perlahan progress, losing some weight to pre-wed weight is something that most crucial thing to achieve! haha.. but I'd give it a try, losing naturally. Just don't know yet when to start work out! haha..

By now, it's already months that I consumed Vitex or agnus castus or chaste berry. At first I bought a bottle from one of TTC's member cause she had taking it for years and sell it too.

So, this Natures aid agnus castus is from UK, quite pricey as in pound! wee.. I took 2 capsules per day. Effects? rasa tu memang agak teruk la, jerawat keluar berkoyan,.. complexian of skins, mood swings at anytime.. semua simptom macam nak miss P datang.. haha.. Kesian la encik abang tu jadi mangsa!

Bila habis je bottle ni, nak kena cari lg, either need to buy from overseas or any supplier in here. Gelabah sekejap bila stok yang ada nak habis siap buat catuan lagi reduce to once daily.. haha..

After I did my surveys, end up I bought half dozen bottles of agnus castus online. and it's internationally again. phewss.. I bought a lot of stuff from overseas as it much cheaper include shipping yaw~

Ada masa tu sebab first time nak try sesuatu produk, kita try email dulu nak tau bahan-bahan yang dorg guna tu selamat tak? yang paling penting takdalah bendaing yang kita tak tahu yang mostly produk di M, contohla kan.. mengandungi kacip fatimah, manjakani tetiba ayat last ada dan lain-lain! haha..

Masa tu try jugakla sebab yakin orang melayu yang buat dan kena yakin jugakla insyaAllah bersih sebab nak buat jual orang makan dan berubat. Tapi jauh di benak jiwa raga ni ada jugak kemusykilan, tapi kalau korang tak tahu la kan, kalau saya memang tetiba "ching!" haha.. apa yang dorang bubuh lain lain tu?

Jadinya stop la produk atas sebab tak berapa nak sesuai jugak. Badan jadi overheated, sebab kena cheilitis manjang! Kita pun nak berjaga-jaga juga taknak lah bagi sakit bibir dan pecah-pecah.. seksa tau rasa dia! huhu..

Alhamdulillah dah masuk 2nd bottle, and about 3 bulan jugakla consume vitex ni. So far so good, 1st time it regulates my cycle naturally! haha.. start makan pun sebab nak betulkan cycle, if not the next steps is impossible to achieve tau.. (yang ini sendiri punya fikir, don't rush!)

Kalau nak tahu lebih lanjut boleh google, and I did surveys for quite a time before have courage to try it out. untuk personal reviews, it suits me well. And other things too.. haha.

oklah, to be continue..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Assalamualaikum dan hai,


:)

Alhamdulillah, baru berkesempatan nak ucap selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin pada pembaca blog picisan ni. Semangat menulis yang kejap ada kejap hilang, hihi.

gambar raya kami tahun ni tak ada disebabkan kesibukan hari pertama kami buat open house bagi kawan-kawan sekerja cik suami yang tidak pulang berhari raya, persiapannya ala kadar saja. Baju pulak Malam raya baru siap.. *stress* bila agaknya nak improve sebulan awal siap agaknya? haha..

baru dua hari beraya sudah down with fever, sebelum ni encik suami yang down wth fever sebab kerja non-stop from monday to monday, for the whole Ramadhan. Syafakillah wahai husband, I am happy when he is happy doing his job, but I am not happy when he is sick but still want to go work. hmm.. I still can have anything in this world, but not the one who are rare, or most precious gift from Allah to me.

Day 5 of raya still demam with high fever, ke klinik la kita lagi. Demam viral is no good, tapi manusia kan, kalau tak bagi sakit tu mana nak ingat tuhan. kita redha sajalah.. Alhamdulillah hari ini much better,.

Macam mana dengan raya korang?

Berkesempatan ini saya menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf dari kata-kata yang secara lisan atau tidak, secara nyata atau jelas yang mengguris hati pembaca secara sengaja atau tidak, Maaf Zahir dan Batin ya!

10 Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum...

alhamdulillah..

sebenarnya saya dah type panjang juga, but I lost some magic words gitu.. jadi speechless dan blur pulak.. hehe

mungkin anda pelik kenapa bulan puasa ni, saya tak post sebarang resepi atau gambar juadah berbuka yang meriah?

Sebab saya pun tak tahu juga nak kata macam mana, husband saya prefer simple dan kering waktu berbuka, saya okay je sebab selalu ketandusan idea nak masak apa, end up just use frozen foods yg sy prepare sendiri sebelum puasa hari tu, Alhamdulillah habis semua, nak stock up balik tu tunggu next batch clearkan bahagian freezer dulu.. hehe..

Nak masuk 4 tahun, praktikkan bebruka dengan kurma, kuih sikit dan air suam, solat maghrib dulu baru makan dinner pun yang simple je macam murtabak home-made..

Bila semua perkara mudah, paling penting perut pun selesa je rasa, nak solat tarawih pun tak ada masalah sangat, angin pun kurang, sebab dah release sikit in between dinner dan waktu solat isyak.. hehe.. lega yang amat tau!

Oklah, selamat berpuasa.

p.s Sebab lain tu bagi menghormati saudara kita yang serba dhaif dan fakir,.. :(

Ragam manusia tak pernah habis..

Assalamualaikum,..

dan hai,..



*senyum*


Maaf jika lama juga terbiar, tuan tanah emosi.. haha..

Kebelakangan ni, pelbagai cerita yang panas, harga minyak naik lagi tu dah macam biasa pulak.. Yang meroyan masa harga naik bulan sudah tak habis, sambung pula yang baru ni. Pilih dengan bijak saja dengan kata ucapan.

Terbaru, masih tak habis kisah kes buang anak. Anggapan orang ramai tu, kes malam merdeka tahun lepas asbabnya. Manusia bila iman pun tiada, inikan akal fikiran waras pun tiada. Berzina hingga mengandung, sampai cukup bulan dibuang pula. Nauzubillah.

Cukuplah wahai manusia. Sayangilah nyawa anda, sayangi juga nyawa anak anda, anak kecil yang lahir tanpa dosa tidak pantas dibunuh sebab mahu tutup malu dan dosa ibunya? Ingatlah, ini baru dunia. Dosa yang tidak berkesudahan anda lakukan sampai mati menipu.

Saya rasa kasihan,

dengan mereka yang;

Anak zina diperlakukan seperti itu. Ibu bapanya membuang tanpa belas kasihan. Yang kejam, dibunuh pula anak itu. Mungkin yang lebih baik, tidak dibuang dan tidak dibunuhnya, malah boleh berbisnes, menjual dengan para pembeli yang sanggup keluarkan beribu ringgit untuk insan yang namanya anak.

Kasihan juga bila ada golongan yang inginkan zuriat tahap desperate. Cara ini yang membolehkan mereka ada anak.

Mungkin tahap desperate tidak sesuai, maaf. Saya dan suami juga belum lagi dikurniakan rezeki anak. insyaAllah. Tidak patut pula kata mereka yang inginkan zuriat seperti kami dengan berkata desperate terhadap mereka.

Bila ada niat macam tu, cubalah ambil anak angkat di saluran yang betul. Sekalipun bukan dengan perkataan Desperate itu. Kita masih ada iman, ada agama. Jika diambil anak itu pun bukan milik hakiki pada kita, harta dunia ini milik Allah.

Rezeki itu akan datang pada kita, mohonlah ikut saluran yang betul agar tidak ditipu hidup-hidup oleh manusia bertopeng haiwan!

Perbualan kami suami isteri pagi tadi, menjadi peringatan buatku agar terus tidak melayan perasaan, lagi-lagi bisikan syaitan nirrojim.

Saya : Banyak betul kat newsfeed FB fasal dorg nak ambil anak angkat merdeka ni. Sanggup bayar beribu pulak tu!

Suami : Kalau orang tiada iman macam itulah, membelakangi agama. Sebahagian besar dari mereka mesti letak nama diorang!

Suami saya seorang yang firm, the one whom I  can consult with and my eternally bestfriend in and out. Alhamdulillah dengan pinjaman dari Allah ini. I respect him, with his thoughts and beliefs. For I am today as for his dua's and Allah's will. Alhamdulillah.

Bila suami saya nyatakan ayat begitu, betul juga. Salah mereka juga berkongsi dengan tekanan orang sekeliling, surrounding mereka. with the common questions starts with BILA.. and BILA... also with BILA..,..

Stereotype melayu yang tak pernah lari dari stigma perntanyaan peribadi yang tiada jawapan khusus.

Untuk saya, saya cuba buang perasaan sentap jauh-jauh,.. Mula tu biasalah, sentap tahap apa pun tak tahulah.. Bila suami pujuk, kenapa nak rasa macam tu, kita pula yang jadi stress. Jadi kena divert la, ala-ala dalam cerita Divergent, haha..

Keep positives, ..

saya tahu susah, but for keeping a negative mindset, you will not live life in a peace and not to the fullest.

ok, sekian dari emosi terganggu, marilah kita siapkan diri menyambut Ramadhan semoga amalan kita berlipat ganda diterima Allah Taala. InsyaAllah. amin.

p.s

Wondering if they succeed in illegal adopting a child with their own family names, very soon we need to imply DNA test together with HIV test for marriage proposal. Then, husband is right.

Lemon Butter Cake with Poppy Seeds

Assalamualaikum,..


dan hai!


I couldn't believe it for myself as I can do this cake for ad-hoc without referring any recipes! yeay, kudos to me! haha..

Feeling so much like Anna Olson, yeah just for last night only, with the only basic think you should have for a butter cake, cake flour, sugar, butter and eggs. As simple as that you will have a moist butter cake.

But, I'd just remember when I passing one bakery sections in the supermarket that they have instant premix lemon with poppy seeds butter cake. Maybe I could add in some poppy seeds for 'pop' tasted when you are eating.

That's all the ideas came into my head last night and was determined enough to bake it one. haha. Afterall when it's up to me, I do mild taste of lemon, not so tangy at all!

Lemon Butter Cake with Poppy Seeds Recipes

Ingredients:

2  Cup  Cake Flour

1  Cup  Butter ( I used Anchor)

1  Cup  Sugar

3   large eggs

1  tsp    vanilla essence

approx 4 tbs lemon juice / half of lemon

1 whole lemon zest

A pinch of salt

2 tbs of poppy seeds

Methods:

1) Pre-heat oven at 160°C degrees.

2) Cream butter and sugar until it became fluffy.

3) Gradually add in eggs, vanilla essence, salt, lemon zest and lemon juice. Whisk using mixer for a 20 sec not less or more.

4) Fold in sifted cake flour into batter until it blend well, and lastly add in poppy seeds.

5) Lines bake tin with baking paper, I used two sets of loaf tin. And oven to go for about 25-30mins. Depends on your oven performance, some might take it early than 25 mins.

okay, that's all for masterchef class today! hhihi..

Good Luck!

P.s my first taste about this cake was amazing as the textures are extremely soft and so moist. Plus I don't need any buttermilk, sour cream or yogurt for this recipe cause it turns so well and taste so good! Owh I don't compliment myself, but my taste sense already evolve who actually praising a recipe that had lemon inside. I'd just don't believe myself for liking tangy taste!

Akhirnya.. keluar juga~

Assalamualaikum,..


dan hai!


Bukan senyap saja, post kuih kasturi pun tak tahu berapa lama yang dok peram sampai kuih kasturi pun lama dah habis, hihi.

Untuk hari Jumaat ni, kita sejukkan mata dengan terapi pokok tanaman kebun sekangkang kera saya di mahligai awan biru. Hebat kan?! Di awan biru pun pokok pun boleh hidup tau.. hahaha..

Jom layan gambar ciput je, ingat dah ada banyak gambar masuk ke dalam PC, bila nak upload jadi 2 keping je, sabar ye kengkawan.. Saya jamu dua gambar ni saja dulu..

Anak pokok Sawi

 Anak pokok sawi ni disemai lepas kecewa kat pasar tiada sayur sawi segar. Sayur sawi yang ada pun kelayuan. Tak padan nak beli, bila beli jadi kekuningan lepas 2-3 hari.. haha

Ingatkan tak menjadi, disebabkan saya cuba semai benih pokok kucai tak naik langsung, rasanya kena cuba juga cara macam nak semai pokok sawi macam gambar di atas tu. Mungkin berjaya hasilkan pokok kucai!

Anak Pokok Lemon

Alhamdulillah, rasa teruja bila anak biji benih buah lemon ni berjaya sprouting, teruja sebab proses scratch from basic, peringkat germination tu paling sabar sangat² tau.. haha.. Cara-cara nak sprouting biji lemon tu kalau saya rajin saya share untuk post berikutnya.. Kalau tak sabar nak tunggu saya yang macam siput ni boleh google di Youtube ada banyak cara. keywords dia.. How to Grow Lemon Tree from Seed..

Kalau berjaya jadi anak pokok nanti, insyaAllah nak bawa balik ke semenanjung, bagi pindahkan ke tanah yang lebih sihat. Boleh kongsi juga dengan jiran tetangga.. Hihi.. Boleh juga raksasa kecik di Nilai makan buah lemon! haha.. **Anak buah saya la tu, taktahulah genetik dari mana yang boleh petik buah limau kasturi/limau sambal, dia makan terus! haha.. kalau saya dah menggeletis kenyit mata sebab masam ya ampun!

I'm not a fan of sour, less interest on jeruk thingy and everything bout sour things. Tapi anak-anak buah ni sakan.. haha.. sama macam pakcik dia, which is my husband. :P

Rindu pula dengan keletah diorang tu.

Sekian dari saya di seberang laut yang berada di awang-awangan.. ihihi..

P.s Salam Syaaban, insyaAllah moga kita semua selamat sampai ke Ramadhan Kareem, jangan lupa surah al-Kafh pagi ni ya! :D